"not human"

Sometimes I fall

under the water

and pretend;

pretend that I’m not human

and that the world that surrounds me

with its bright lights and constant buzz

was never mine-

I want to help,

I want to save,

I want them to

be okay;

but how could I save something

that was never mine to begin with,

how could I possible help

when the wall between

is far to heavy

to form a bridge?

Human and demon,

angel or god,

which one is really

the power we seek?